Better late than never... Right?
Sorry guys!! I haven't been on in a while... O.o Oops! Well, let's get back on track then, shall we? There's a lot I want to tell you! First off, I had a pretty bad week and then an awesome one! This last week was crazy... lots of tests (school and otherwise, haha) and just plain hard times. Times where you're tempted not to trust God. (I''m telling you, He's been teaching me a lot about trust recently!) I thought most of my tests were over when... I get to Wednesday. Well, that day was going pretty well until I knocked my open yogurt all over the theory classroom floor! Eek! Long story short, I was cleaning that up for a while. Any who... going good again. Then I get to Government... hmm... well... there's a story here too. Go figure;) I get situated in the room and I'm thinking, "Okay, I only have this class left then lunch then break! Yippee!!" when I start hearing people talk about how they're gonna get out in like 15 minutes.. and studying for today.. and all this other stuff. And I'm like, "oh no! Do we have a test today?.... DO WE HAVE A FREAKIN TEST TODAY?!?!?!" Imagine me freaking out inside my head.. don't worry.. I didn't say anything.. or yell haha. Well, apparently we did have a test that day, and I had NO idea. So great. I'm there 5 minutes before class starts, not having studied for a test I didn't know was happening. So what do I do? Get out my notes and start looking over them? Well... yes. But, I had like 2 minutes at this point, so that didn't really do me any good. I started praying, "Oh dear Lord, please please please please help me get at least a B on this test! Please? There's no other way I'm gonna pass! I didn't know! I didn't know!" Seriously, I kept repeating this in my head throughout the entire test. The whole thing. Well, lunch was depressing. I had received a B on the last test, and that was with studying during chapel (shame, shame). I was sure I had a C.. wouldn't that make sense? Then I calculated how high of test scores I would have to get on the remaining 6 tests, and they would have each had to have been 95%+ There was no way. I'm not that good of a student =P Well, I made it through my day, and got to dinner and decided to check my grade out on my phone. I thought my eyes were deceiving me! What did it say?! I looked again, and low and behold, a 90 was sitting right there looking back at me. How? How in the world?! I have no idea. There's no way in the world I did that well. It had to have been God! Had to! I hadn't studied or anything. Whew! Well, God is always amazing, but He definitely showed Himself to me that day! I guess I needed a little bit of His touch, saying, "I'm here. You don't need to fret. I'll help you, take care of you. You got this, girl! But only through Me! Just trust Me." He's already told me that, I just have to listen... "Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6 I for sure wasn't leaning on my own strength or understanding that day... I had none. And my God helped me. "And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:19 Words have never been truer...
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6 I for sure wasn't leaning on my own strength or understanding that day... I had none. And my God helped me. "And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:19 Words have never been truer...
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